August 31, 2026

i just started in a new job. i really like it, but i have way less time now. at least i'm earning some money, so i can finnance my art! i'll try to be more active here anyways



Im thinking about my ex again, i shouldn't. It's been months since he's gone, i don't know why i can't move on. I really don't want to get back to him, it would be a living hell, but he don't get out of my mind... maybe i've been a victim of a love spell? i really feel like i'm in some sort of spell



I'm currently obssesing over BMTH, his favorite band, so maybe that's the reason? i dont know. And i regret soooo much for overlooking modern BMTH, i mean, the 2004-2011 phase still being my favorite, 2014-2019 is also great, but 2020-nowdays is absolutely KICK-ASS. I was not expecting for them to came back with the heavier sound, and i'm really happy they did, I CAN'T WAIT FOR POST HUMAM 3.

also bought a nex gen t-shirt



Today's song: Catharsis - Alesana. This song is great and i love shawns voice here. This album is soooo underated